Veenadhari

"I am HIV positive,but how does that limits me from doing something?" she asked. She just didn't ask that, but showed through her life that she was right in asking such a question. Though it has to expected, when i saw the news of her death in one of the inner pages of news paper, I felt a pain somewhere deep in my heart. She should have lived for more. I came to know about her from an article few years back. What made me attracted to reading it was her smiling face. But when I read that article I understood that there is more to her smile than just beauty, it is a smile which has radiated to a lot of people who lost hopes in their lives, she herself being one among them.
To those who is still wondering about who i am talking about, Veenadhari is a social worker who worked for bringing up AIDS patients to the main stream of life, by setting an example through her life. She got infected from her husband who wasn't faithful to her,she came to know of her state after his death due to the same reason. But instead of loosing hope, she decided to fight against fate. She resorted to natural means of gaining resistance power. She worked with an NGO that works for women and children. Her lifestyle was a source of inspiration to many. She just didn't escape from life, but brought many back to life.
For me she is a great example of courage. Her courage to fight is what I saw in her smile.She belongs to the few personalities who has influenced me to form my outlook towards my life.She made me think whatever we are , whatever we become, still we can be useful to this world. I ll remember her....

I want to escape from time

This is the title i 've given now on orkut. Some asked me why i want to escape and some to where???But i don't have a solid answer to both the questions. I don't want to go away from here, nor do i want to escape from life..i just find it hard to keep up with the pace of life....
One of my friend advised me to take out batteries from my watch..but ll that prevent me from seeing around?Fumbling before the pace of this life....
I started hating mobile phone which once i cudn't live without. Each calls reminds me of the ticking, the time is going, run with it(i don't even've an option to run after it, to enjoy the past a bit more than i really can). I wish to be a mere spectator of this race, but that makes me a mere spectator of life itself, which i don't want to loose.
Tell me a place where no future can bother me,nor do the present, where i won't be loosing my place for being a spectator at least for some 'time'.

At wrong places ,at wrong times...

It isn't the first time i am caught for reasons i barely knew off,and it is the second time for 'ragging'.
On my way back to hostel after college,that too in a hurry since i had to get back to college,just saw a gathering in front of my hostel,with out a second look and second thoughts,i know what is happening.It is my just juniors having a 'chat' with the freshers from our near-by ladies hostel Sanjoe. Devil played in my mind and i thought of adding a bit more fun.So just peeped in to know what is cooking, someone singing national anthem and someone drawing a flower on floor.To be frank,the way the girl was singing made me laugh and so i asked her to stand in attention.And let her go.I turned to other gals and two were from my place,Cochin.I was getting into details about their place and just then a bike came to us and stopped.One of the biker called me and told i am wanted by the principal. I thought i didn't hear it clearly. It was on route,i came to know that em caught for the 'act' of ragging,and rest i ll continue in a while......

There are times when i feel like simply speaking something with out caring for anything at all.And i really dont want anyone to hear all that,or respond to it. So thought of starting a blog here..who ll care here for what i say when there are lakhs of interesting and informative blogs over here???
And if at all by mistake u've come to read this, let me tell u one thing....hearing senseless blabberings from someone can be interesting sometimes(only sometimes).And one morething,my English is very bad and sometimes it can get very creepy too,dont waste ur time correcting me.
So ......... i meant this one to be an introduction so that u won't be misled.